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Name: Jessica
Country: United States
State: Florida
Birthday: 2/9/1989
Gender: Female


Interests: CLayton..takin photos Clayton....make up...clayton....Black and White movies...the 60's and 70's...Europe....,studying art,volunteering,hanging out with my friends,playing the drums,learning to play the guitar,soccer,and trying new things ive never done beforemusic:Senses Fail,Greenday,Alkaline Trio,Lostprophets,Finch,Cold,The Used,All American Regects,Puddle of Mudd,Boxcar racer,Blink 182,Thrice,Fallout boy,Unwritten Law,Anberlin,Story of the year,From Autumn to ashes,Brand new,Linkinpark,Dashboard Confessional,Drowning pool,Copeland,Emery,Weezer,Coheed and Cambria,Modest mouse,Everytime I die,The shins,Yellowcard,Perfect Circle,The offspring,Starting Line, Matchbook romance
Expertise: loving you..
Occupation: Student
Industry: Art


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Monday, February 07, 2005

Ok so hey I havent written for the past couple days....well my birthday is in 2 days ...woot woot...and everythings been going ok i guess...i dont know things have been weird around my house since a friend of the family has cancer....i mean what do you do and how do you react to something like that ....In the past 3 years theres been several deaths in my family or people we know and honestly im not ready for another one ....Im not good with expressing how I feel to certain people..and I dont know why ...but I cant stand the thought of a 7 year old losing her mom... at times I wonder why god would do such a thing.Everytime the subject comes up I want to go in my room and just start crying. I cant act like it wont affect my life because it will maybe in a tiny way but it will.But I take that back it wont me a tiny part it will be a huge part...its affecting the way my mom is and I know i may get into fights with her but i dont like seeing her upset...I know it may be wrong for me to say this but times like these it makes me question if there really is a god and if so how much does he really care...I  know for those of you who know me i dont come off as i like to go to church or its not a big deal to me but as the saying goes dont judge a book by its cover...


Sunday, January 30, 2005

Ok for one ...this weekend fucking sucked....ive cried every single day..and ill give you one guess why......i need a freaking break...from everything!


Sunday, January 23, 2005

Some people go through life always thinking they "waste" their time on people who only end up breaking their hearts...but in reality those people who so called "broke your heart" shape you to be the person you are today. They teach you what to do and what not to do in a relationship but then again there are those people whove never had their heart broken and you want nothing more but to keep it that way.....and once in awhile some people are lucky enough to have a chance to be with somone like that. So my advice to you is dont waste the time you have with that someone special .....treat them as good as you can and remember its the little things that are important...and if you want something bad enough it WILL happen


Saturday, January 22, 2005

crying......
 


Tuesday, January 18, 2005

Ahh just got home from claytons...and last night i got in from North Carolina....wow is all i can say ..i had an aswsome time but i cant ski worth crap lol clayton had a good laugh out of me skiing uncontrolably down the mountain...sunday was our 3 months and it hadnt snowed @ all since we had been there and it started snowing as we were about to leaveI was so happy...first time seeing snow with my boyfriend on our 3 months ...it made the day awsome ...i feel kinda bad though because i was mad alot of the time we were there because of all this stuff about PDA ...and we werent even the ones doing it so ...oh well i dont mind anymore ...today i stayed home because i got no sleep ..and i went pver to claytons to relax...it was nice ....now im going to go to bed ...im going to bost pics on here of the weekend later ...goodnight...love you



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